Maya, the Conflicted Girl.

You are a forager working for the local futalchemist. You have been doing this job for two years. Your task is to find and collect any component asked by your master, but there is also another worker: a beautiful squirrel girl named Maya. Usually, it is mostly futanaris who work with futalchemists, which is the case for Maya, but not for you. Nonetheless, you were hired because you were motivated and had learned a lot about alchemy on your own.

You are not a futanari, but you love them. After all, they have a female body with a bonus that doubles the fun. For a long time, you thought futas were all depraved, insatiable, sex-craving creatures, but that is not always the case. Your master, for example, is quite professional. When she tries her own potions or the new recipes the order gives her, she prefers to do it alone. She also likes to keep her composure, even when she is aroused or in heat because of her work. She is a good counselor as well, since she tests every product she sells.

As for Maya, she is shy and clumsy, but very kind. I do not think most masters would keep her for this kind of work, but this one did. She was already here before me, and she is actually very knowledgeable on the subject. I am fairly sure the master took me because she needed someone to help Maya in some way, and not only for my knowledge. The master trained Maya herself. Maya’s parents had her at an old age and passed away when she was twelve. The master was a very close friend of theirs and decided to take Maya in. From what I know, Maya has always been like this. Even while working in a futalchemist shop and seeing many clients who are more or less depraved, horny, or inappropriate, she has remained the same shy, clumsy, but kind girl.

Which is impressive, if you ask me. Futas are far more open about sex than the other two genders. It is not unusual for us to clean genital fluids in the shop; it is even fairly common. Funnily enough, they can be used in some concoctions. There are even potions that use freshly extracted semen from an individual, so they masturbate and ejaculate here. That is why we have magical rods to collect fluids. If we used mops, we would never stop mopping all day. Plus, it would not be very clean for potion-making.

All this sexual energy, these pheromones, and this nudity are quite arousing and can be very distracting at work. I have seen so many hard cocks of every size and shape these last two years, you have no idea. Even if nudity is fairly common, there are not that many clothes-makers, to be honest. It is just that I work at THE place specialized in futanari, even if we actually make potions for many different things. In that regard, the master gives us a decoction so we are not too distracted; it immunizes us against futa pheromones. But if needed, we have a relief room that is well equipped.

The Futalchemists Order has contracts with the Mage Guild, so we have access to very nice things, like the genital phaser. It is not complicated. Volunteers use special enchanted underwear that phases the entire covered area into a receiving end. We just use a magical rod to make the available genitals and ass appear, and we can choose what we want by simply switching between the available ones. It is very easy to use on both ends, and the underwear even has an auto-cleaning enchantment to clean itself and the user. There is even a viral and bacterial barrier enchantment. The master explained that originally it was not like this, but because there were cases of sickness and complaints about some dirty people, this joint work between the Order and the Mage Guild was taken further. I have to say the current result is quite amazing, because it does not block all the good sexual tastes and smells. It just keeps the dirty things away. I don’t really want to list them all, so let’s just say that nothing is going to be dirty.

Oh, and I forgot this detail, but it is quite important: there is also a pregnancy barrier enchantment, though this one can be deactivated by the volunteer. It is a very popular product for obvious reasons. The master explained to me that the phased ass and genitals are placed in a special plane created by the Mage Guild. So they are “stored” in it when a volunteer puts the underwear on. On our end, when we use the rod, it takes a random available user of the gender of our choice from the plane and phases them in front of us. When they appear, they are floating, and you can move them however you want. Concerning the available holes, if a volunteer does not want to be fucked in the pussy or the ass, they can restrict it with specific simple words. And since the underwear phases the ass and genitals, it does not restrict actual elasticity, gravity, or erection.

The other part was the security and safety measures concerning the actual risks of misuse and physical harm. As everybody knows, not everyone is the same height, penis sizes vary a lot, and pussy depth and stretch also vary a lot. That is why there is also an elasticity enchantment and a danger-sensing enchantment. Both of them only activate by themselves if needed. The first one is quite obvious, but the second is more technical and was actually the hardest enchantment of all to create. This enchantment detects the user’s level of pain, but it also checks the surroundings at the moment of the summon and stays vigilant the entire time. There is absolutely no risk of receiving a cut, for example, or being burned, or anything like that. But a good slap on the ass is fine. And because we can never be sure enough, if something bad happens (but that is a huge IF), the private parts are immediately phased back into the plane, because the plane containing the available genitals and ass also contains a powerful regeneration spell. Yup, it is amazing. The level of creativity people put into sex will never cease to amaze me.

Maybe I am too focused on this invention… but I never get tired of using it. Strangely, though, Maya never uses it. She said it is because she wants a true lover, and not just a random person who wants anonymous sex. One day I asked the master why Maya was so shy, so secretive and protective of her sexuality, and she told me something I did not know at the time;

Master: “I had been wondering the same thing for quite some time, but I did some research and I know the answer now. The reason concerns something most people do not even know about futanaris. After all, what are we known for? Huge penises, huge testicles, huge ejaculations, and a very high sex drive. But aside from that, we also have very womanly frames. If you think about it a little, why aren’t we extremely muscular and hairy too? It should be logical. Why do we have a female body with generally huge male parts, without any other typically masculine traits? If we put aside the huge male parts, the only real difference between us and males or females is our ridiculously extreme sex drive.”

“That is not false. The general rule is what it is; exceptions are always exceptions, not the rule. But what about the pheromones? So what is it, then?”

Master: “It is hormones. Our bodies act differently with them. Testicles produce testosterone, while ovaries produce estrogen. That means males and females have a dominant hormonal system. With that in mind, this explains a lot of differences in body shape. Of course there is genetics too, but the two act in their own ways by shaping your physical and mental state. That is why some females tend to be more mannish, and some males tend to be… not very mannish. The reverse is also true. It also explains attraction to the same or the opposite sex. But we futas produce both types of hormones. We should be very androgenic then, no? But no, we are not. That is why the Order decided to study the reason.”

“And so, what did they discover?”

Master: “Our male hormones are actually isolated in our male genitals. They are like they are locked in a cell, because our female hormones keep them at bay. This creates a vicious cycle: the female and male gonads develop themselves to counter each other. But since the female hormones are dominant, our ovaries do not ‘need’ to overdevelop. They are still larger than those of females, and because of that, futas can have babies all their lives; our eggs regenerate. But since the male hormones are not dominant, the testicles overwork all our lives to overcome the female hormones and get ‘out of the cell.’ That is why we have huge male genitals, and why we can ejaculate like there is no tomorrow. As for our pheromones, they are heavy and strong because our hormones are explosive. The constant overproduction of sperm and the regeneration of our ova are the reason our pheromones are so powerful, and they cannot be stopped except by special means, like the concoction I make for us.”

“Woah. It is simple and complicated at the same time. And what about your sex drive?”

Master: “Females have cycles of hot and cold. Males are always ready. And the more they produce sperm, the needier they are. We are deeply affected by this overproduction of sperm, and we do not have a cold period. It is always hot, at all times, and it gets crazy hot when it should just be hot. But that is not all. I talked about our pheromones. Do you know why they are so irresistible to every gender? It is because the female hormones are dominant, yet there is virility concentrated in our male parts. The result is a cock and huge testicles with a womanly male scent. Males are attracted to our female frames, yet they are not disgusted by our huge male parts, because even if there is a very high virility in them, the scent is extremely virile by deeply female. As for females, they are attracted because of the sheer size of our male parts. Even if we give off female pheromones, the virility of our male parts is what drives females crazy.”

“It explains everything!”

Master: “So in short, females worship our male parts and can’t resist their virility, which makes them love us, while males love our female bodies and our womanly smell, even if it comes from huge testicles and a huge cock. That is also why our musk is as heavy as an alpha male’s, but with the fragrance of a female in heat. The result is irresistible to everybody, and it is extremely concentrated in our genital fluids, especially in our semen.”

“It does not seem easy for everyday life, but you seem able to stay professional.”

Master: “That’s because you have no idea how much I ejaculate every day, even when I take the anti-pheromone concoction. I just stay discreet about it; it’s my problem after all, and I don’t want my shop to become too sex-crazed. Our lives are literally dominated by our male parts. Plus, even futas have gender preferences, but by default we prefer males, even if we can’t resist a good pussy. It might surprise you, but futas don’t tend to fuck a male’s backdoor by default.”

“The more you know. And, what about Maya?”

Master: “It’s quite simple now that you know that. Her female hormones are even more dominant, so they restrain her male ones, which means she isn’t needy like most futas, since she isn’t dominated by her male parts. That’s also why she looks so feminine, with her big breasts and small frame. Her ass is amazing too. Maya is just a reserved, cute, shy girl—very kind as well, but you already know that—and very clumsy, but that’s nothing new. We can say Maya is truly a female. She has male parts, sure, but she only has the advantages of being a futanari, with none of the downsides. If you want a tip: while futas obviously love being treated as females, we also love using our dicks. But with Maya, just be nice to her. Let her open her heart to you and forget she’s a futa. Don’t act like sex is everything with her; it won’t work. I know you’re a good guy, even if you like the release room a little too much, but I won’t criticize that, because I know all too well how amazing that invention is.”

“Oh, that’s… thanks, Master. I’ll act more that way with Maya. Well, I was never really heavy with her. I know how she is, but she’s so reserved… I don’t know if she likes me that way. I honestly think I’m in the friendzone. And as for the release room, let’s just say that masturbating after discovering the genital phaser feels very bland.”

Master: “That’s why the genital phaser is so popular, and that’s why it sells so well. But it’s a victim of its own popularity on both ends. The Mage’s Guild can’t keep up with demand, so the prices keep getting higher and higher—but it sells anyway. And as for my little Maya, I’ll talk to her little by little. I know I can trust you, so if Maya pleases you, I’m sure I can help. I don’t even know how Maya couldn’t please anybody; she’s far too beautiful for that. But she just turned nineteen. If she likes you more than she lets on, maybe she just needs a little push from her adoptive mom. Without using any potion, of course. Let time pass, be kind to her, do your work here, and maybe the stars will align. The luck you have is that she doesn’t seems to be interested in futas or females, even if she isn’t immune to our pheromones—which is why she takes the concoction too. And she doesn’t see any male besides you, so you have every chance. Maybe she has that… stupid female way of thinking: ‘I don’t want to ruin our friendship, so I don’t want to get intimate and go further.’ Boy, you don’t know how much I hate that stupid mindset. Plus, it’s nonsense. Anyway, let me do my thing, and you do yours.”

“You… you’re too kind, Master! Can I hug you?”

Master: “If you’re not afraid of a huge penis getting erect, then yes, of course.”

You hug her, and then it’s like three of you are hugging. What a warm penis!

Master: “Ugh, see how annoying it is to be a futa? Watch the store while I go to the release room. I hope there’s a horse pussy or an elephant one!”

And so, from that day on, she started to help me. I wondered whether it would work or not, but I hoped it would. Since that discussion with the Master, I noticed slight changes in Maya’s attitude. She was opening up a little more, but at the same time she would sometimes avoid my gaze. I also caught more glances from her. But whenever I noticed, she immediately turned her head. Most of the time we talked about work, but one day she told me she loved flowers and actually grew some as a hobby. She really did try to talk to me about things other than work because our work is like; talking about cocks and semen 50% of the time and about ingredients and potions the other 50%. But I feel more at ease than she does with sexual topics; she’s more focused on the alchemy. That’s why I followed the Master’s advice, even if the foundation of the Order is the sexual life of futanari. Still, the Order has always been an alchemist guild, so they make potions for many uses, for everyone.

That’s why I focused more on the plants and alchemy side of the job, and it actually helped. The thing is, Maya never helps other futas masturbate. It’s only me and the Master. We offer that service because it helps them ejaculate faster for potion-making. And anyway, I love doing it, and I’m sure it’s the same for the Master. But the Master has always respected Maya’s decision not to do anything sexual at the shop, and I do the same. Still, I slowly grew closer to Maya, though I don’t know… it’s like she’s stuck on something. Sometimes the Master asks me how it’s going ;

Master: “So? How are things with Maya?”

“I think she’s a little more open, and I did as you told me: putting sex aside to make room for other kinds of conversation. She gives me glances she didn’t before, but I don’t know. I don’t think I’m progressing that much.”

Master: “Well, at least it’s evolving in the right direction. I talk with her a little each day to help her open up more to others, and I’m pushing her to get closer to you too. Very slightly, of course, but a little insinuation or a little tease always has an effect. And I think she likes you more than she shows, but she seems conflicted in some ways. Being around futanari every day, with all that sexual energy, for the last seven years has certainly done something to her mind. Even if she is a futa, as I told you, she’s one only physically. Maybe she’s a little lost. You know what? I think I really need to have a deep talk with her. I’m too focused on my work or on my cock, and it’s been a very long time since I had a real talk with her.”

“I see. Then good luck. You’re the only one who really knows her.”

Some days later.

Master: “So, I succeeded in having a long, deep talk with Maya, and it was more than needed. The poor girl is indeed lost about her sexuality, but it’s my fault. I never actually explained why she is the way she is. The thing is, I am so busy and she is so reserved that we never take the time to talk. She didn’t understand why she wasn’t overly sexual like the other futas, why she doesn’t have those overwhelming urges. She thought she was completely abnormal because she thinks of herself as a girl, which is normal for any futa or female, but since she isn’t dominated by her testicles, she doesn’t act like other futas. I asked her if she was masturbating with her penis, and yes, she does sometimes because it feels great, but she prefers her female parts. Which is completely different from usual futas. That’s why I took the time to explain the hormone thing. So she understood that she is different, but she also understood that it isn’t a problem and that it will never be a hindrance to finding love. I asked her what gender she preferred, and she said she wasn’t interested at all in females or futas, which is not very surprising for me. She wants a normal male because she thinks of herself as a normal girl, but with an extra.”

“Wow… that must have been very hard for her. So that’s what was blocking her. I knew there was something deeper. But I felt I wouldn’t be the one able to help.”

Master: “It was my job to do it. I just took far too long, and that’s my own fault. She really felt relieved after that talk. She said that now she understands herself, and that now she thinks she knows what she wants. So if you are part of her thoughts, you will certainly see some changes soon. Accepting yourself is always the basis for being able to find someone. Fewer problems means more openness.”

“Well, whether I was in the equation or not, you did well.”

Master: “Oh, and I planned to change part of your usual work, since you are mostly at the shop or outdoors collecting ingredients while she is mostly taking care of the flowers or doing alchemy. Because, you know, the sex part of the job is not really her cup of tea. And I know perfectly well that you love having a dick in your hands as much as I do. That’s why helping other futas is part of your work. Anyway, I planned to pair you two for outdoor collecting, you know, to help you spend more time with her outside the shop.”

“Oh, that’s nice of you. Being alone doing it makes me feel lonely sometimes. It’s going to be more fun now!”

And so, after that, I can say that Maya was indeed feeling better. She was more relaxed, and even teasing! Which is quite new! And our outdoor trips became our one-on-one time alone. It was a relaxing and sharing moment. And two weeks later, while we were collecting flowers and insects, there was a moment when our eyes met. We stopped talking, and that moment was of a true intensity… then we just got closer and kissed. It was a moment of endless joy for both of us!

Maya: “I… wanted to say that I am… sorry…”

“Why?”

Maya: “For taking so much time before… getting closer…”

“Oh… I admit it took a long time for me. I really wanted to get closer to you, but it was like I couldn’t. I thought I was friendzoned and stuck that way…”

Maya: “It’s not really that. It’s… well… more complicated. It’s because of me. I was… conflicted in my head, and I wasn’t able to resolve that conflict alone.”

I know what she is talking about, but it’s better not to say I know. Maybe one day.

“And did you have some help? I don’t think I did anything. Was it our Master?”

Maya: “Yes. She took the time to talk with me not long ago, and… it was what I needed to be able to think straight. Before that, I didn’t really know who I was. I know it’s kinda stupid…”

“No, I don’t think it is. Not everybody knows themselves perfectly, I think, or at least not before a long time. I need to learn more about myself too, but I know what I want, and what I have wanted for the last few years was to get closer to you.”

Maya: “I… am sorry. I wanted it too, but I hurt us both. But now, I know what I want too.”

“Great! So can I hold your hand? Oh, I wonder what the Master is going to say…”

She took my hand.

Maya: “Knowing her, she’s going to be happy. I think she wanted us to be a couple. And… holding your hand feels… nice…”

Needless to say, our master was overjoyed.

Master: “Finally! I thought it would never happen! Come here, you two. It’s hug time!”

Her grip was something else, and again, it was like a fourth person was joining the hug. This fourth person is decidedly very warm and hard.

Maya: “Mom…”

Master: “Oh, you know how it is. Be happy you don’t have this sort of problem.”

Maya: “I sure am. Well, I think hugging does something to everybody, but for you, it’s quite the result every time.”

Master: “Well, I’ll let you keep the shop while I go take care of that before I spray precum on both of you!”

And she departed into the relief room.

“So you don’t have this sort of problem?”

Maya: “Mom explained that I was a little… different from the other futas, but now I think it’s better this way. Want some tea? I don’t really want to hear Mom ejaculating…”

“Sure!”

And so we started dating from that day. We didn’t get sexual until one week later. It happened when we were out collecting ingredients. We split up to cover more ground. We were in the Flat Forest; it is named that way because of the shape of the trees. The trees have big, flat, round branches. It is a very mossy forest too, and there are purple flowers everywhere, but there are also rarer specimens we need to collect. At one point, she called me.

Maya: “Can you come here? I think I found something interesting.”

“Oh, wait, I’m coming.”

I walked in her direction but couldn’t see her, because there were big trees between us. After I got around them, I saw her. She was in a small grove. The light was on her as if she were a treasure in the forest.

Maya: “…Hi, my love.”

She was kneeling nude at the center of the grove, legs spread and tail raised. She was looking at me with a deep intensity, and she was presenting her most precious place. The thing I had always thought was funny was her soles: they are surprisingly green, and I had already asked her if I could touch them before. They are sooooo soft! I was amazed and stunned at the same time. Tears formed in my eyes. I had waited so long for this to happen, but I was already so happy to be with her that I was overwhelmed by emotion.

Maya: “Are you crying?”

“From happiness, my love. You are so beautiful, so kind, so pure. You are a true treasure to me…”

Maya: “Oh… now you’re making me cry too. That’s the nicest thing I’ve ever heard… Come give me a hug!”

I knelt too and gave her the biggest hug of my life. I think she did the same, and we kissed. It was only a little later that we started to discover each other’s bodies gently, but I won’t say what we did precisely, as I respect Maya’s choice to be private about her sexuality. And now, I am part of it too 😊.

An Internal Conflict Is Now Resolved, Happy Ending.